I’m not sure if this is the right thing to do, to be honest I don’t really have the best grasp on right and wrong at the moment but here it goes…
I’ve hurt my girl, so badly that I cannot even call her that with a clear conscience anymore.
I made a decision and took an action that pissed all over the good things we had and have created together.
I don’t even know why I did this. It certainly wasn’t worth it at the time and it’s plain to see that I didn’t think about the consequences.
When I drill down on what has happened I cannot help but come up with the thought that I’ve been on a self destructive path for some time. My own sense of self worth has become so eroded that I’ve been hurting those around me in many ways and for quite some time.
I can’t get past the fact that this isn’t right, this isn’t me, no one deserves this shit from me especially tinkastinka
So like Tinka I’ll be taking a break from Tumblr for a while. It’s a bit hard to live in this world of late when I have so many big things that need fixing in real life.
I do enjoy Tumblr and I truly value the friendships that have formed with people all over the world, so instead of just slipping away quietly I wanted to address this issue up front.
For those who’ve messaged me of late I will reply to you individually, I’ve just not known what to say to you, I’m finding it hard enough to look at myself in the mirror let alone talk truthfully with my friends.
So goodbye for now Tumblr, keep it sexy you lot!